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22.4.17

Hey, I'm Still Alive Over Here. Healing From Pain.

It has been tough to get in a blog post these past few weeks. Heck, this blog post alone took me a few days! I have a month now before I'm back to work. I'm attempting to prepare my daughter, and my life, for the changes ahead. This girl likes what she likes, and she doesn't take to change easily. She's a Taurus (haha if you buy into that or not, whatevs 😁) and she is STUBBORN. So, on top of trying to get her eat more solid food, take a sippy cup (or ANY cup), get to bed early, sleep through the night, etc etc; she has also been teething. And lemme tell ya, the bottom teeth got NOTHIN on the top teeth. Oh Lordy. My poor girl, when she teethes, she suffers. And these top teeth have been something else entirely. Needless to say, the blog has fallen by the wayside.



Side note: When the 'experts' tell you that babies don't get fevers and all that jazz from teething, I am here to tell you very simply, they are not the experts on the matter. Maybe not all babes do, but my poor little gal basically gets ALL the crap thrown at her. It's like she has the flu, with diarrhea, pain, and a fever around 40. I really feel for her. And for me too 😉

Here is my daughter watching me as I type out this post. 😃 That look, as she chews her playpen. 'Whatcha doin Mommy? And when are ya gonna play with me huh?' Oh babies. They're so precious and so small for such a short amount of time.


Then, on top of this, we've had this super crap weather! UGH! It's been. killin. me. I just want the sunshine. It's been raining and snowing, for weeks. I've been borderline lethargic. Combine that with the lack of sleep (this girl don't sleep when she's teething, and she wants to breastfeed every hour!), and my motivation and energy have just tanked. We finally got some sunshine last week, and I hit the trails. Went out and threw the frisbee around with my son and dogs, and went for heavenly long walks. Normally I can run. And running is have started seeing a Chiropractor. I've got the tight runners hips, combined with sacroiliac joint dysfunction from pregnancy, and basically my PSOA's are effed. Thankfully, after 5 weeks of treatment, I'm starting to see the light. Hallelujah! I should be back in full operating order soon!


Through this all, I've still been able to do the Yoga. Thank goodness. Or I'd be a dang mental case. Running keeps me sane. And Yoga keeps me balanced. Yoga is first and foremost for the mind. (To be specific, the spiritual mind, the soul, the essence of your being). Which then trickles down to the body. I like strength Yoga, which is immediately beneficial to my muscular system, but I have to remind myself regularly that I need to focus on the meditative power of Yoga, not just the balancing and toning. However, another saving grace is that I'm allowed to swim. The front crawl, no breast stroke. Widening the legs and thus opening the hips is actually not a good option for healing them! Unlike Yoga would have you believe.

We need to remember that Yoga is a spiritual practice, which has since evolved into a physical practice. (Don't even get me started on the trendy, impractical new applications of Yoga, aka 'Cardio Yoga'. What?! NO! Oooooh that's definitely a post for another day). It's important to be aware that not all poses are healing poses for every person. If you're in pain, that is NOT OK. I'm not innocent of this. I was doing aerial Yoga, and this neat 'Dragon Dance' Yoga. It was killing my back. But I was ignorant to it. It can't be the Yoga, right?! Yoga can't hurt you! WRONG. Both of these practices were not healthy for me, and were actually contributing to and exasperating my back dysfunction!

When experiencing any kind of pain, it's imperative to consult an expert. A Yoga teacher is not an expert. Unless they have a clinical degree in the various sciences of the body. It's incredible  how a tiny imbalance in one part of the body can lead to a full fledged disorder in another. And that will throw your whole wild world of wonder straight into a funk of epic proportions. Due to that little imbalance, I couldn't hold my baby for long periods of time (if at all), pain would wake me out of a dead sleep, I could barely get out of bed without burning and aching, I wouldn't be able to bend or move without my back shutting me down. My Yoga practices were hurting my back, and my knees were hurting after my runs (I think I correctly attributed this as a branch off of the disorder with my PSOA's). When I started with my Chiropractic treatment, my wonderful lady boss Chiropractor had me avoiding reverse back bends and any twisting. As well as applying regular stretching and building exercises to actually, scientifically strengthen my PSOA's. I'm soooo happy to say now that it's finally making a huge difference. I was a little discouraged after a few weeks when I wasn't feeling results. But now I am.

So don't just accept pain. Don't just learn to live with it. And most certainly, don't keep doing what you're doing if the pain isn't going away! For me, I was afraid of the Chiropractor. Why do we hear so many horror stories about Chiro's?! I was near my breaking point before I FINALLY consulted one. (Though, I felt a bit safer going with one highly recommended by a trusted friend). And I'm back baby, and I'm bad! But a good bad. Hehe.  

So ... how has your Yoga practice been going?

These are the cards I pulled for myself, relating to going back to work and how I'm going to manage. These are an Angel Tarot set from Doreen Virtue. 




Yoga for Thought 
'The highest form of ignorance is when you reject something you don't know anything about' - Wayne Dyer

Peace Friends 🖤 

19.3.17

Update: Changing Things Up a Bit

Week FOUR of sleep training. What the what?! What a stubborn little one I have here. Dear Lord.  And I'm suffering a little with some aches and pains. Kind of a piss off. Today my knee started hurting. And yesterday I had some intense lower back pain. I felt angry today. I'm trying to be healthy and do good for myself, and my body is fighting me. Today was Yoga day (yesterday I went for a run). But I guess I'm not getting to my mat today. My back and knee doth protest.



However, after a wee little outburst (feeling upset at my body), I pulled these cards. Well, how fitting. I guess my spirits are telling me to chill the heck out; it's alright! My body is on the road to recovery. I am so grateful for that, and tempering my frustration about it.

So, no Yoga practice today. Oh well. It's not the end of the world. I shall focus on other things, like actually getting to my blog!

As for these stunning cards, I recently picked these up. These are 'Miracles Now from Gabrielle Bernstein, and Power Thought Cards from Louise Hay. I don't know what possessed me, but I couldn't resist. And they're turning out to be a lot of fun, and maybe just what the doctor ordered. I also picked up some Doreen Virtue Angel Tarot cards, which are just super! I'm not a big fan of the Tarot (just me personally, not anything against anyone else who uses it) but these put a positive, angelic spin on the traditional Tarot, and I've been loving these. My first spread let me know that I am doing great on my path, and I am exactly where I should be. :)

Oh my angels, they often look like this, I have no doubt. 


Thus, these cards are gong to be a new feature of my blog. I've always been into spirituality, I just don't showcase it a lot. So this is nothing new for me, but it's new for my blog. By no means do I need you to subscribe to this line of thinking, it's just my preference.

I am also not doing Yoga Poses any more. I can't do photo's right now (I don't have a space for that and well, it's winter outside. That doesn't make for a good Yoga pose photo haha. Unless parkas and Yoga are your thing! ;) ). As well, there is so much advice online about how to do a pose, that me explaining anything is really just redundant. I'm going to keep up giving tips, just not describing poses, unless I feel the need.

Today's Yoga For Thought
As the cards advise, your thought for today is to chill out and have a little fun! Success is determined not by what others think of you, but what you think of you. If you aren't having any fun, then what's the point my friend? And be patient with your body, it's the only one you've got! Give it love and understanding, always.

Peace and love my friends 💖

No Excuses ... Well, Almost Kinda Maybe No Excuses!

It has been some time between posts. I've been sleep training Jasapeno, and let me tell you ,this girl is stubborn. I've alternated between losing my effing mind, and a somewhat state of normalcy. Yet, I've managed to get to my mat most days! I'm rather impressed. And every practice has rejuvenated me. When it came to the strenuous workouts that I did previously, I wouldn't be able to hit the gym on bad days like this. Not a chance! You need stamina, ,motivation, and a positive attitude. With Yoga, you don't need those. You just need to drag your tired, grumpy arse to your mat, go through the motions for the first few minutes, until it starts feeling really good. And you start getting into it. Before you know it, your practice is over and you feel so much better. Like a weight lifted off your shoulders.

This is me, sitting at my mat, preparing for my practice. Hehe.

This is also me these days. 😜


Aaah ... good times. Indeed.

I'm certainly not knocking weight lifting or any other form of exercise. Everyone has what works for them. What's important, is that you DO IT. I don't care what you do, even simple walking. It's all important, it all matters, but it's all null and void it you aren't out there doing it! What I am particularly noting here, is that Yoga brings so many benefits to the table that most people aren't even aware. I sure wasn't, before I ever started Yoga. I was a certified gym snob. If I couldn't add weights to the exercise, I didn't care. If I couldn't push myself to my V02 max, I didn't care. I stuck my nose way up in the air when I passed by any fitness group class. Yoga especially.

It's nothing short of remarkable how I'm here at my mat today doing Yoga, and just what Yoga has done for me! Ok, well, I can't attribute it all to Yoga. Having my daughter is what first and foremost changed my life. Something shifted when I became pregnant with her. I did a 180. Life as I knew it, was about to take on a whole new direction. And its been incredible. They say pregnancy changes you, and well, I guess they're right aren't they?! Any ways, it's nice that Yoga is so easy and do-able. No matter what frame of mind you're in, you can do it. All you have to do, is get your bum on your mat and begin. Easier than so many other things in life, that's for sure. (Like, sleep training. Blech). But, as always, listen to your body. If you can't even get to your mat (we've all had those days!) then just put your legs up instead, watch a movie, or read a good book! Wine is also recommended ...

Todays Yoga Tip
'Pull your head out of your ears'. This is such a great tip. I'll often hear teachers advising this. And for good reason. It's very important for your neck and back. For proper alignment, it's important to keep your shoulders back and down, and keep your neck elongated. But this is such a fabulous visual to depict just how to properly hold your pose. I love it. Keep your shoulders out of your ears, ok?

Yoga For Thought: 'As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world, as in being able to remake ourselves' - Mahatma Gandhi

So, no excuses! Git er' dun! 😆

Peace and love friends 💛

19.2.17

Are you experiencing lower back pain from your practice?


I stumbled upon a great Yoga article in regards to back pain (linked below). It piqued my interest because I have been having lower back pain for a month or so now. I had assumed it was due to my new practice, combined with carrying around my daughter, who has gotten heavier. Anything new to your body is bound to cause stress. Not always a bad thing, as it can be the body adjusting. While it really may be just that, this article highlights the implications of twisty poses that do more harm than good, when not done properly. And I, for one, am taking heed.

Not every person is susceptible to this, but it's good knowledge to arm yourself with regardless. (You are susceptible if you do not have a strong core). Your back is NOT something to be trifled with. If you've ever had back pain, specifically the spinal area, it is probably some of the most excruciating pain to live with. Protect your back at all costs! It may not hurt you in the now, but if you don't, it very well might when you're older. Thankfully, to date, I have a strong core and back (although I've been exercising and weight lifting for a long time to achieve this). However, I've experienced some heavy duty back pain with both my pregnancies, and let me tell you, it's really rough. It's very frustrating, and the pain is wholly depressing. It is not something that you can live with happily. We take for granted now, when we're healthy, young and strong, how easy it is to move, sit, stand .. etc. You lose all that when your back hurts. It's really an alienating, depressing, sad existence. I don't want to live like that in my older years, I want my back as healthy as possible.


The article, Yoga Anatomy: Prevent Low Back Pain in Twists, is from YogaJournal.com, a resource that I've been recently fancying for all things Yoga! Enjoy! For the immense benefit of your future self, please be kind to your back!

Today's Yoga Pose: Big Toe Pose / Padangusthasana 
This is a nice, relieving stretch for your lower back. Almost identical to Forward Fold or Forward Standing Bend (Uttanasana), however you're holding your big toe instead of hanging your arms loose. Legs straight and close together, feet planted into your mat, bent at the hips with your head down towards the floor, facing behind you. Keep your core and hips engaged (sit bones high), but otherwise this is a relaxed pose. Grip your big toes firmly with your thumb and index finger, and press your toes down. Inhale to release slightly, and exhale to go deeper (ONLY as comfortable).

Today's Yoga for Thought
"As I began to love myself, I freed myself from anything that was no good for my health - food, people, things, situations, and anything the drew me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude 'healthy egoism'. Today I know it is 'love of oneself'". ~ Charlie Chaplin

Peace, friends 💙

Yoga is Fundamentally Dynamic, Not Static

Yoga is actually very dynamic. Due to the stretching and static nature of the Yoga poses, you might think it's just effortless and simple, no-brainer, stationary poses. However (unless you're doing the cool down poses) it's quite the opposite!



When in a balance pose, you are using ALL your body. You are working multiple muscles. In a lunge you are involving not just your legs (thighs, calves, quads), but also your back, feet, shoulders, arms. And if you are doing a high lunge (Utthita Ashwa Sanchalanasana - what a mouthful!), your hands are even involved. I don't mean involved like you're just using them, but you are actively using them.

Let me explain. In a lunge; 'Anjaneyasana', it is so much more than just squatting down and remaining static in that position. Clearly you are utilizing your leg muscles. But you're not just 'posing' in a lunge. You keep this pose highly active. To start (once in the lunge), for your legs portion, you are 'pulling' your thighs towards each other, and 'pulling' your ankles towards one another. You are not actually moving in any direction, you are simply doing what is referred to as isometric exercises. Next, your feet are solidly planted into the ground. Stretch your toes and dig into your mat, for your solid foundation (Note: this is important to do with all balance poses, excluding inverted poses). Now, your torso is solid. Your abs are engaged, always. Keeping your form solid and strong. Your back is long and solid, with your shoulders back and chest out. Lastly, your arms are stretched out, reeeeeaaaching out. You are actively stretching your arms in front, over head, or behind you. Feel the tension. Every muscle is engaged. There's nothing simple about it (well, except how easy it is to do). When doing a high lunge, your hands will be planted into the ground. Stretch out your fingers and dig them gently into your mat.

See what I mean? It's very dynamic! Who knew right?!

Here are some more examples.

The unassuming Mountain (Tadasana) Pose: This is a simple pose, but it's still active! Your core is solid, abs are always engaged. This is what keeps you solid and steady, like a mountain. Your back is strong  thanks to your abs engagement, but your shoulders are still being actively used -> down and back with your chest out. Your arms are stretched with your biceps, forearms, and triceps engaged! Your legs are not as actively engaged in this pose, but your feet are. Alike I explained above, your feet are your anchor point. Keep them secure and flexed into the mat. One optional addition to this you can do, is to keep your glutes engaged. Just tighten your glutes for that extra foundation and strength benefit. Tightening your glutes also assists in keeping your pelvis pulled 'in'. If you bring your hands to heart center in prayer, you can hold and push your hands together, isometrically keep them firmly in place.


Warrior III (Virabhadrasana III) or Half Moon (Ardha Chandrasana): In both of these poses, your feet are firmly planted, your standing leg is solid and engaged, and your arms and hands are stretched, reaching out beyond your body! Your hovering leg is also reaching! Your leg is strong, the glutes tight and engaged, and your toes pointing out and stretched. You are lengthening your entire body. From the point of your index finger to the point of your big toe. As always, your shoulders are back and down (away from your ears) and your abs are engaged, keeping your foundation solid. In Half Moon, your chest is lifted and facing out towards the side you are twisted towards. 

Tree pose (Vrikshasana): Same as above with your standing leg and foot planted, hands at heart center, shoulders back and down. However, your lifted leg is slightly pushing into your standing leg. Your thigh and your foot are gently pushing towards each other. Core is engaged, keeping your foundation solid. (Notice, I use the word 'solid' a lot. It makes sense. You are keeping your body solid and fierce. This is how you balance and create strength).

  

That's a lot of work going on, am I right?! However, it's relatively simple for anyone to do. It may sound intimidating, all this effort, but it's actually not that difficult. What it is, quite simply, is being mindful. This is wholly what Yoga is in it's essence. Being mindful and aware of every fibre of your being! This is what helps you achieve serendipity and balance in this hectic life. And soul connection. 

The key to your success is practice. You keep trying, you keep learning, and you reap the benefits for body and mind.

Yoga For Thought 
 "Love is how it feels to recognize our essential unity. Awakening to oneness is the experience of Big Love. Knowing you are one with all, you find yourself in love with all." ~ Timothy Freke

Peace Friends 💚

16.2.17

Life Stress and Yoga


Yesterday was an awful day. Big itty bitty was in trouble at school. Hubby and I fought about it. And I was upset. So upset that I couldn't function like my every day self. Very basic functioning. I didn't do a practice yesterday. My heart and body were not in it. I just couldn't drag myself to the mat yesterday. I could barely drag myself off the couch. The dramatic stress response has since passed, and today I did my practice. I wasn't too sure about doing it today either. I was still pee-oed! But I wasn't curl-up-in-a-ball and fade out the world type stressed. I felt ready. I got my mat, and I got to business.

At first, I was just sort of going through the motions. Don't get me wrong, I was making my best attempt. I was doing my deep breaths. 'Pranayama', as it's called in Yoga. Then at about 20 minutes in I started to feel the difference. The change. Pranayama is very powerful. I really don't know the technicalities of it, but the different kinds of breathing throughout your practice make all the difference. The deep belly and diaphragm breaths in at the start, the slow and maintained breaths throughout, and the heavy Yoga mouth breaths out as the end (releasing all your tension). It works a little bit of magic. Concentrated breathing is very powerful. It brings you back to center*.

When I did body building, it was an easy task for me to get into it when I was upset. It provided that emphatic release. PIck up heavy thing. Put down heavy thing. Pound chest. Roar! I got out my pent up aggression that way sometimes. I felt strong and powerful by the end of it, and the original anger, usually diminished though not eradicated, was satiated for a bit.

Yoga is a different ballgame. You don't 'attack' it. You can't throw your mat down, jump into childs pose, and fist pump the floor. That's just not the energy expanded with Yoga. We calmly go to our mat, and begin softly, building up the practice to the fire of what we're comfortable with. (Not a fire like a 200 lb squat, more like glowing embers). We don't start with fire. Hence it's a bit harder to get to the mat when you're stressed, upset, mad, or sad. For this reason, yesterday it was a challenge to get to my mat.

But, I got there today. You just have to listen to your body. This is the other premise of the Asana's. Your body tells you what it needs. What it's capable of. You listen to it. You give in to it. You appreciate it. You go to your mat when you are able to do these things. If you're too stressed to be in the here and now for your practice, wait it out. It's alright. Your body is telling you what it needs. You'll get back to the mat. Just be in the moment exactly how you are. Trust that your body is telling you.

Today's Asana: Happy Baby / Ananda BalasanaI
Let's de-stress with this pose today! I just love the name of this one. How fun, right?! With this pose, you lay on your back. Comfortably. Fold your knees to your chest and wrap your arms around your legs. Then you can gently rock side to side. For some fun (or at least I think it's fun 😁) and if you're able, stretch your legs out (like you're forming a V shape). Hold your feet or calves with your hands and rock side to side. I'd say the purpose for this pose is fairly explicit in the name. It's a calming pose for the end of your practice, and its essence is being happy. 

Like this happy baby! Teeheehee




Yoga For Thought
"It isn't life that weighs us down, it's the way we carry it" - Elizabeth Potier

*Center: God center, spiritual center, heart center, soul, grounded, focused. It means to be back in touch with your body, releasing earthly tensions, and feeling peace and clarity.

Peace Friends 💜

4.2.17

Transcendental


Yoga is such a curious thing! I finished my aerial practice today, and I feel so lovely. Just, happy. And I want more! Yoga, that is. I could get up right now and have another practice! How is it that Yoga is so wonderful like that? Today was a bit of a rough day (little itty bitty did not want to sleep last night!). I hoped that a Yoga sesh tonight would wake me up spiritually, and ground me down intellectually. Before we started, the teacher asked us to think on what we wanted to get out of our practice today. I thought of 'relaxation'. Well, a workout, always a workout haha, and relaxation. To come down nicely from a stressful day. To step out of that stress and into peace. And here I am, a couple hours later, and I feel so wonderful! Just plain ol' happy. In immense love with my baby girl, playing with my pups, and finally relaxing with tea, a book, and a nicely scented candle. Does it get any better?! I don't know, or I do 'know' but I just find it so incredible, how Yoga achieves this amazing feat, of making you feel so utterly gooooood. All your parts good. Soul and body in sync. Like all is right with the world. And I'm so happy to be where I am in it. And how blessed I am to have all this wonder around me to cherish. Transcendental.

Oh and what a lovely teacher! After class I ended up speaking with her for a bit. She gave me some profound insight on my children, and on the pain I've been experiencing from exercise. She really took interest in me, that was nice. Like I've said already, you meet some really splendid people in this business called Yoga, it's so worth it to get out there and do it! Don't be afraid!

Today I learned that it's called a 'practice' because it is never complete. You are always learning in Yoga. Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit! That's alright then. 😍

Yoga For Thought 
“It is not arrogant or egotistical to feel good inside. You had nothing to do with it. It’s simply the honest response to clearly perceived Reality.”  ~ Erich Schiffman

Today's Focus  Pose
Upward Facing Dog - 'Up-Dog'. Lay face down on your mat (this often times will come after chatarunga). Bring your palms to the mat beside you, pushing down into the mat, fingers spread. This is your foundation. Then lift your chest up and out until your arms are straight, at your sides. Rounding out your chest with your chin lifted, a nice good stretch in your chest and abdominals. If able, lift your thighs and knees off the floor, with your feet facing down and your weight resting on them and the lower half of your shins.